Tuesday, September 23, 2008

it all gone...

2 ari pas..
ade try-out bowling utk team karisma kmpus mlaka..
aku join..w/pun hakikatnye aku xdpt main klo aku tpilih pun..2 pun klo tpilih laa...
aku sjak cuti sem ari tu..jarang dah main game yg aku ske ni sjak 2 thn pas..
last time aku main bowling ni about couple of weeks ago..
hahahaha..konon2 nk training nk join tournmnt mlaka close..
tp..aku tarik dri..sbb aku lngsng xley main..
x cam 2 years ago..aku agk gempak gak laa..
average aku below 120 beb time training utk mlaka close tu..
x ley wat pe r..atas nasihat mentor aku,alowp..aku withdraw..
1st..sbb xley main..2nd..sbb aku pun tngh pokai time tu..
kalo main pun confirm2 kalah..wat malu je..

pas tu aku x main bowling gi da smpai la 2 ari pas..try-out karisma...
aku dtg ke ampng superbowl mp dgn harapan aku dpt main dgn baik..at least average more than 150 pins..
but unfortunately..it turns down..
1st game aku juz ley wat 118 pins..truk tu beb..
2nd game..w/pun naik..but still di tahap yg truk..127..
3rd game..lagi cam haram!!!aku juz wat 96 pins je..it bcame worse..
damn!
aku da start malas nk main da..aku da x serius main..
malu seyh aku..
last game dpt 147..i aren't gud enough..
but it gud enough 2 make me feel like loser.....
da la ari 2 abg bob ade..
i tought dpt gak la prove sumting kat diowg wpun aku xdpt main..aku still power..
but....it all gone..juz gone away like dat..
my skill..my accuracy..my "antu"..
n..aku pun da cam lost faith kat game ni...

aku tingt kata2 hustler2 bowling yg aku knal dlu..

"maen spinner kalo dlm 1 year still x gmpak..mmg bangang la.." -it's from my fren from uitm perak,din..aku knal dia mase main kat karisma penang 1 1/2 year ago..

"bola power..owg nye main x power..." -it's form bakri..bro pro-shop kat u-bowl jusco S2 tmpt aku keje dlu..tp dia x ckp direct kat aku..apai..mmbr aku yg keje u-bowl 2 yg smpaikan kat aku..

aku mula2 xnk give up..
i love this game..
reali love this game smpai bwling come 1st..gf come 2nd..
hahahahahahaha...
haha..
ha..
hmmm...
but..
aku rase btul ckp bakri..
i shouldn't play dis game at the 1st place....
i thnk..i should givin' up...
i can't play nemore..

DAMN!!!

1 comment:

paCat said...

Lek arr bro ~ xsmstinye ko xleh men skg, ko lgsung xleh men lgsung..wt u nid is just a matter of TIME..xpt men karisma, xmkna ko xbgus ~ tgk cam aku, xpndai men hoki, tp slamber je aku men bola...hahahaha,rilek beb..!! kwan2 ko stil ade, meh lwan bowling ngn aku meh, ko nk aku baling msuk longkang kanan ke kiri? hahaha..lg hancus aku men..